Friday, November 29, 2019

Ultra Hard

After Columbus full I felt like my running year ended on a blah note. I didn’t have the race I was hoping for even though I had a great cycle and saw some significant improvements in speed. So I immediately started looking for other races that would maybe full fill my need for one more PR. This time I was going for distance.

The race offered different distances and in the past I had toyed with the 50 miler. This year I decided to look at Columbus as a long run in prep for this race. I decided on the 50k because I believed that was a doable distance for me. Just over 30 miles it would make me an ultra marathoner. One loop was half way so I signed up for two loops. I figured at most it would take 7 hours if I had a bad day. The race started at 8am and I drove from home to be there 30 minutes early.


I got my bib and pack on and waited with 5 other runners who were attempting the 50k that day. Three men and three women. Two went out very fast and four of us hung on to each other through more than half the first loop. The first aid station was at the “Iron Furnace” and we all stopped to take pictures.


At this point I got the vibe that we all just wanted to finish. No one in my group was out for time. So we all hung together for as long as possible. What I didn’t expect was the amount of climbing, technical terrain and level of difficulty I had gotten myself into. The race, for one loop, almost 18 miles, had roughly 2500 feet of elevation. Nobody was aware of that. We all talked about it while we were out there. The leaf coverage was so thick you couldn’t see what you were stepping on so it was like stepping into the dark hoping you didn’t land in a hole. I tripped and twisted my ankle so many times I started praying I wouldn’t break it. 


We all agreed this wasn’t really a running trail but more hiking and climbing. Even the downhills were so steep and leaf covered you’d slip and slide your way down.  There were times I actually held onto a tree to keep from slipping and potentially sliding off the edge of an embankment. Sometimes the trail was so indistinguishable that you’d have to stop and look closely at the leaves to see if they looked like someone had just passed through there. As you could imagine, we got lost. We had to backtrack and climb up and out of where we were to keep going. 



They kept getting ahead of me leaving me on my own and I started to think how unsafe this was being out there alone with no cell service almost falling off a cliff. Even at times when I stumbled (which was often) I prayed I wouldn’t break my wrist or arm and have to walk alone back to the start. I did some math and realized that with all the climbing and hiking I wasn’t going to finish the first loop in three hours but more like 4 ish. Since we started at 8, that meant I’d be out there close to dark and with no one and no headlamp. I decided then not to take on a second loop.   


It was a beautiful location, and if I’d had a buddy or more daylight, I may have stuck it out to finish but in all honesty, it looked like barring anymore problems (I got lost on my own once too) I was looking at a 8-9 hour trek. 

 

With my husband at home waiting on me I just didn’t see a reason to try and gamble this one going my way. I was afraid out there alone and terrified I’d get hurt and no one would even go by me to help.


In conclusion, it was an amazingly difficult course for anyone who truly wants to challenge their trail running ability, but I would caution you to bring a headlamp and a friend. Speaking of that....


I met Katie (second from left) at a trail women’s only weekend “Brokebabes Trail Weekend”.  She is the mastermind behind these super cool ultras and races that cost next to nothing but are so much fun!! I was so happy to see her and a couple other ladies I met that weekend three years ago. We laughed, hugged, shared a beer and they told me about some other 50ks that may be more in my wheelhouse. Katie made the best vegan chili and every racer got a huge mug to put it in plus fresh grilled cheese she herself made for you while you waited. Will I go back? Maybe once I get a couple 50ks under my belt and some solid trail experience. It was tough out there but good. Pushing my body like that felt great and I’m looking forward to next year and what’s to come.


Sunday, November 17, 2019

Flight School

A week ago I had the opportunity to visit my youngest daughter in Colorado for her 19th birthday. Audrey was accepted into the Air Force Academy Prep school this last year and left in July for basic training. I hadn’t seen her since she left, and I was excited to spend some time there after a 19 year gap.

We lived there when she was born. I was a military wife living on base at Fort Carson. She was our youngest of four girls. Fast forward to High School. We were civilians now and living in Columbus, Ohio. She decided her freshman year  to move in with her father (we were divorced in 2008) and worked diligently to apply and get acceptance to the Academy. I couldn’t wait to see her. In fact, her younger brother was coming with me and this would be his FIRST ever plane ride! It was touch-n-go whether or not he’d be able to come with me, but in the end, it worked out and we were on our way.


Connor and I kept his coming a secret to surprise her. After we got settled at the hotel and I had a couple hours sleep I went to go and pick her up from the Prep School. I spent time with her that morning doing girls things...like getting our nails done and having a mock tail at the Beauty Bar in Colorado Springs. 


It was hard keeping it a secret!! The nice thing was our hotel had a huge breakfast buffet and a gym so Connor ate and worked out while I was gone. He also watched most of the OSU game in the room before we finally got back and dropped the surprise on her. She and I made plans to run at the Garden of the Gods park. We all dressed quickly and headed over. We were blessed with perfect weather. Sunny, 65 and zero wind. We had a blast. My children don’t run as much as I do so we kept it to 3 easy miles. 


My sister said it best. The first year away from home is the hardest, so us making the trip now made the most sense for everyone. I am thankful that we planned this one ahead of time and had the money to do it. I don’t know how many times we will be back but, I think we made some special memories with her regardless. For Connor, it was a cool trip and the chance of a lifetime to fly somewhere he’s never been. I am so grateful I got to give him this experience and I got to share it with him. It was hard to say goodbye to her. 


The Colorado marathon is now on my bucket list!! 



Saturday, November 2, 2019

Where are they now??

Where are they now??

It’s been a minute since I’ve been on here and re-reading my older posts is scary and fun :)

I’ve enjoyed looking back because it was a fun experience and I still wish I had the time for it today like I did then. So much has changed in my life from when this blog began. Who I was then, isn’t who I am now, so a change had to take place on here too.

I still love food and fashion. I still like to have fun. Family is still most important to me...but that has also changed. It’s been a journey and, at times, a struggle but I have so much to be thankful for.


I am no longer a “Miss” I am a Mrs. After 10 years as a single mom somebody reached in and stole my heart. Brian came along when I had completely given up on love. I thought I was unlovable. I believed I would never find someone. Then he changed everything. I never knew another person who was as kind and gentle and loving. But most importantly is the love he shows my children. No matter what he has going on with his own children, he always makes time for mine. Ours.


Our oldest, Madeline was away at her internship in Brazil so she missed this photo on Fathers Day. But her heart was there. She loves having Brian as her step-father. They have a special relationship and he is always there to listen to her and give her the best hugs. We are so proud of her.


Oh yeah and I’ve been running.. A LOT. Ten marathons to be exact. Running has been my refuge and my relief from the stress and sadness that some life circumstances bring. I haven’t figured it out yet but after four years I know I love it. I’m going to keep doing it. I have some BIG goals (more on that later) but it’s been wonderful sharing that with my kids. That has made it worth everything. 

That’s all for now. 
❤️


Friday, September 4, 2015

Moonstruck


Seeing culottes come back in fashion recently has made me rethink the look in its entirety. Remembering back to when I was younger and we called them "pedal pushers" makes it sort of difficult to take them seriously. Who wants to wear a wide leg anything that isn't a short and cannot be considered a pant? It would feel like your very own grandmother had given you the perfect gift. Something only she would wear. Until you add a little skin, a pretty heel, some jewelry that makes a statement that only you can make, and all by the light of the moon.







Shoes are Sophia Webster (no longer available)
Clutch is NeNe
Romper is Motel Rocks
Necklace is Baublebar
Sunnies are Free People

Moon Song - "Her"



Thursday, September 3, 2015

Live Forever


Being famous is an idea that I think that most people have toyed with at one time or another. The idea that your personality could be so enamored by so many is alluring. To be revered as someone who possesses a great talent or indescribable level of intelligence is ethereal. Social media gives us all a little taste of that pie. A bite of that big apple. The question is truly what does it all mean. Fame is but a four letter word is it not? When we were in middle school it was popularity we all craved. What happens to the person who achieves it? This movie delves into the mind of a man so famous that even after he dies the world will feel it knows him through his craft. But will they? Who is he really? Do we ever truly know a person through what they permit us to see? When the veil is lifted, will we want to remain in that after light, or will we be emancipated by its reality? 

Wednesday, September 2, 2015

What I've Been Crushing On


{Everybody got a new cap}

{Fall is in the air}

{The sweetest things at the raspberry patch}

{Downtown architecture}

{Postcard from the edge}



Tuesday, August 18, 2015

Ticket To Ride


When I have some time off, whether it is on the weekends, or a little mini vacation, I try and take that opportunity to delve in my closet for a pretty treasure or two. Dresses that only see the light of day a few times a season are always special to me. I find comfort in knowing that I will look good in it even before I put it on. I look forward to it, planning ahead of time, and I look forward to the process. Dressing up to me is my way of pampering myself. It's my way of putting my needs first.  Every day life can feel like a wild ride, the perfect dress is just the ticket.






Dress and hat OT. Clutch is F21. Shoes Madewell.  Ray Bans  Overstock. Watch is Arvo.